describe the space around you

life is full of wonderful things, amazing things, beautiful things. and it hurts, and I want more, and I'm scared sometimes and I'm invincible, and I'm vulnerable.

I don't know what I want.

I don't know what to do.

I think I am not doing enough.

all is well. full of gratitude and love and learning. I cannot do it wrong.

How to describe this?